You ever go home sometimes just hating yourself, your life and all the dumbest choices and worst experiences you ever had?

Sometimes a missed opportunity is all it takes for you to look back and realize, "Wow, what am I DOING?"

What is lost will probably never come again. You can reach for them but they always slip through your fingers. Then you find out your imagination's crap and everything just seems to be going wrong from finances to education.

Fuck, I'm depressed....

I wish I knew exactly how popular Newgrounds is. There was this comment on a Youtube video that was only five days old saying that no one had mentioned Newgrounds there for years. Random, I know. But exactly how large of a niche does Newgrounds occupy? It's not mainstream, right? How does content proliferate from here to those other sites developers don't own and all... I don't quite understand the way the internet works I guess LOL.

So I got GIMP recently and I thought it was like a cheap version of Photoshop. Weird thing is that it can edit pictures, but it saves them as this weird .xcf file that can't be uploaded or anything because it's incompatible. Still figuring out how to convert it maybe. Otherwise, it really isn't that different from Paint albeit some weird tools I don't know how to use yet. Maybe I need a tutorial somewhere, then it'll start making sense. 

Is it true you can animate with this?

NOW is the time to celebrate Christmas. Before it was about Thanksgiving. Thing is, food comas are actually after Christmas as well right? Not to mention hangovers from all that eggnog and cheer. 

Anyone fail to have turkey like me? That ruined the holiday for me.

So, yeah. Exactly. Hallow's Eve is over and the next decor is all Christmas. Whatever happened to Thanksgiving? I will not make some symbolic point on how modern life doesn't reflect appreciation as well, because I'm not too learned in such things yet.

Completely off topic, my Huion pen broke down. No explanation and I don't know how to fix it! 

Thanks for listening.

No one has to care, but I just am so happy I finally got some sort of drawing tablet! Tahnk gawd my cousin couldn't use it. Suure, it's tiny and scratched and I don't even have Sai or photoshop CS3, but hey! It's a big jump for me.

BTW, anyone know where to get the bootleg version of those programs? Wait, is this website bugged? Ok, never mind.

Anyone know what fans are for? It's definitely not like subscribers on Youtube...

Also, are the winners for the daily voting thing who get $100 bucks listed somewhere? And what's the point of the community tab? You can't eve search for users on it, which is what I thought it was for.

Yeah, still not quite sure how this site works.

>.<

This is my first post... Because I don't have much to post about anyway. I mainly just rake in medals and submit bits and pieces of art. still not quite sure how this site works. How do you make a Shared Creation?